I’ve been studying in my hometown since January (save for my travels) and it’s taking such a toll on me.
I have friends who are studying for the same exam but they live in Toronto already so they can go out, hang out, date people, run around the town on their off time.
I haven’t worked in 2 years and live 45 minues out of the city. Thus, I can’t really afford to be in Toronto all the time.
I’m stressed out, I’m frustrated, I’m overwhelmed.
I basically live my life on the verge of tears.
My exam is in a week and a half - there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I start my job one month from today. There are good things coming in my future but it’s just so hard to stay positive and excited about those things when you’re so frustrated about the here and now.
There’s really nothing I can do right now except for head down, grind to the exam day with some running and crossfit thrown in. I just want to go back to living the dream. I want to get on with living my life and my career.